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Mid Life Crisis? Change of Life? Or just panic?
OK! Is this part of a mid-life crisis or what? Now that I am over 45....., 49....,50 .... OK 53! I am tending to do, and think, radical stuff. At least radical for me.
Maybe I'm just thinking of making up for lost time, as I reflect on my past and present life, and the future unknown. Or maybe I don't want more of the "Should Of, Could Of, Would Of's" in my life. Life's reassessment.
I think about death more often. Morbid?
Thinking of marriage and monogamy more often. Morbid?
Dying to travel to unique places of the world. Not so Morbid.
Considering purchasing a motorcycle. Would like to try hang gliding/para sailing, flying a plane, parachuting...... doing just about anything. Well almost.
Tattoo? Still considering getting one. Not sure what design, and who will do it. Morbid?
Piercings: Done. Three. Should I get more? Morbid?
Joined the gym... to build muscle, bulk up (for Lazy Bear Weekend too).... fight age and sag. Don't want to look like my wrinkled and saggy turtle (Chips). Not so morbid.
Eye bags removed : Done. Morbid? Too late.
Get a "buzz cut" or shorter!!! Will I look strange? Morbid? Ridiculous for my age?
I haven't bought a Porsche or a Corvette to attract peeps. Would not anyway. However, I am becoming more playful and social with people as they come. Adventurous (and kinkier) with life as time goes on (the same old routine is....just the same old routine... need to spice things up!!!!). Always have the energy. Impatient with slow moving, low energy, low the energy attitude from people at almost any age.
So is this part of a mid life crisis? Panic that my time is near and better do it now? Is this just a normal part of getting older? Trying to regain my youth? I wonder. Will be interesting to see what's in store for the future :-)
Maybe I'm just thinking of making up for lost time, as I reflect on my past and present life, and the future unknown. Or maybe I don't want more of the "Should Of, Could Of, Would Of's" in my life. Life's reassessment.
I think about death more often. Morbid?
Thinking of marriage and monogamy more often. Morbid?
Dying to travel to unique places of the world. Not so Morbid.
Considering purchasing a motorcycle. Would like to try hang gliding/para sailing, flying a plane, parachuting...... doing just about anything. Well almost.
Tattoo? Still considering getting one. Not sure what design, and who will do it. Morbid?
Piercings: Done. Three. Should I get more? Morbid?
Joined the gym... to build muscle, bulk up (for Lazy Bear Weekend too).... fight age and sag. Don't want to look like my wrinkled and saggy turtle (Chips). Not so morbid.
Eye bags removed : Done. Morbid? Too late.
Get a "buzz cut" or shorter!!! Will I look strange? Morbid? Ridiculous for my age?
I haven't bought a Porsche or a Corvette to attract peeps. Would not anyway. However, I am becoming more playful and social with people as they come. Adventurous (and kinkier) with life as time goes on (the same old routine is....just the same old routine... need to spice things up!!!!). Always have the energy. Impatient with slow moving, low energy, low the energy attitude from people at almost any age.
So is this part of a mid life crisis? Panic that my time is near and better do it now? Is this just a normal part of getting older? Trying to regain my youth? I wonder. Will be interesting to see what's in store for the future :-)