OK here is the hard part

[cellboy]

My mom's memorial is Thursday in Palo Alto. Short diddy at the niche. Then an luncheon at Il Fornaio. I am trying to write something to say. I was up late typing. What to edit? Where to start, where to finish. How much to write? Keep it short? I am now finding it hard. My denial is finally being broken. Reality is setting in. I know it's normal. Been there before. Just an interesting process. Looking forward to all of this being over.