weekend

[cellboy]

after the gym thing off to Sacramento this weekend, to visit mom. Still in the convalecent hospital. They can't get her thyroid levels right. And her blood pressure is never stable. She was getting dizzy spells off and on too. But she is doing much better. Had the thyroid thing not happened last week, she would of been released and at home. I just got off the phone with her she is doing much better. I try to call her every night. But I feel bad. Sometimes she asks the strangest questions, or says the strangest things, that sometimes make me feel like a child. Telling me what to do. So I bite her a bit, get annoyed with her. I don't mean to do that, and I really don't want to hurt her feelings. I do love her. Pray for patience, next time we meet or talk. She always sets me off some time, and then I act like a spoiled brat. I don't mean it. It just happens. And we have been so close.

One a lighter note:

There is also an event at the Bolt tonight. So will go and catch up with friends from SF (and hopefully a possible date...woof!). How does one date? It has been so long (lol).

Next month will be hell. I need to go up, possibly every weekend, and help my sister clear out my moms home, so we can put it up for rent. My mom wants to go the a retirement community. She will be more secure there, lots of stuff to do. But organizing a 2000sq ft home....OY! So many memories to sort through.