I'm guilty

[cellboy]

of not working much today. I've been on LJ and personal emails most of the morning. I have been getting to the gym at 6:30am, so that I am home early after work to take care of moms dinner. So a bit fatigued, maybe from subconscious stress with the mom thing and all. Now I know how my sister felt. I feel bad that we are not talking to each other a lot. She is a bit out of it. She tends to repeat somewhat. Then if we start on my life things going on (the G rated stuff, not the XXXX rated stuff), she will probably come up with a statement (negative one) of my being gay and all. Wished I were married and all. I just don't want to deal with it. I will try to be more conversive instead of staring at the TV, or disappearing to my computer. Guess I'm a spoiled brat :o(.