"off line"

Well I did turn off the computer last night (mostly), did a few chores, and took a hot bath which I have not done in a long time.
But I did turn on the computer to access my i-tunes (www.live365) for music ,,,, and eventually checked for messages. MISTAKE! I was up until midnight... overslept and missed going to the gym this morning (will have to go tonight after work, too crowded). OK. Tonight I will check for messages earlier, stay away from the computer, and get to sleep earlier................. at least I will try.

DO I NEED TO JOIN IA (Internet Anonymous)? Oy!

Daddy Hunt

Since I recently joined DH, seems I am not only getting the grope as usual from the out of area peeps, but also from more local peeps as well (new face in town syndrome). In fact an old acquaintance that I have not seen in 4-5 yrs contacted me. Was only an acquaintance thing, nothing more... he has a partner... but think he wants to play. Again, I seem to attract the married ones, ones out of town, or ones I really am not in to. Well, to be fair, not all the time. Seems this, as with SD's, may end up being a good site. I just need to log off earlier and get to sleep (lol).





We'll probably meet and catch up. He's a hot bear/cub. I like bears. I liked him then.

Eats @ Basque!

I am starving!!! The gym thing makes me hungry all the time. Even stuffing my self with hard boiled egg whites does not work very long. And I eat a lot of them.

So I am taking petty cash out of the office and taking George, our maintenance man, who is back from disability (cancer) to the Basque Center for lunch. Have not been there in months. And curious of the lunch menu. I am also ordering a pint or two of their salad dressing to go...yummy!!!!! Anything also to avoid paper work at the office. Procrastination is my middle name.

my health

I finally received the results of my blood work. They were initially concerned of my liver numbers, which were indicating something, possibly due to the Lipitor that I have been taking for my cholesterol (genetic). Surprisingly, my kidneys are excellent, liver in top shape, and my cholesterol level is at an excellent level (even after yrs of partying!). And my STD's? None. Clean! (thought I would get that test too, since they are poking me with needles, and I am always getting poked (lol)...NOT!!! Well..... mostly not.

I had my percentage of fat measured at the gym. 17%, which is considered excellent for my age.

I think I have beefed up somewhat in the past 15 weeks since I have had a 2 day per week trainer. And working out on the other 3 days. At least that's what people are asking or noticing. This has helped my self esteem, or self confidence quite a bit. But I still, at times have a negative image of myself. I am still sometimes shy, and my self image of myself is not always up. My self confidence is not always strong. Know a lot of it stems from my childhood....but that's another story. I've sat myself down many a time and analyzed my life, present and past, and basically figured it out. I think. But that's another story. A mini novelette :o).

I am just glad to be alive, have the friends and family that I have, perfect or imperfect as they are; as we all are. I would not trade my life for anything in the world.


Now if only I can find Mr. Right. Or if only Mr. Right can find me :o)

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