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Sep. 17th, 2007
What's the deal?
Sep. 17th, 2007 09:03 amOn the same note as my last post on monogamy. What's the deal? What is it with these men, straight married men,that are out fooling around with other men? I have met some, in person or on line, married men with children, wives, who want one to "host". Most are tops, but some are bottoms too. (I did have a one night stand eons ago when I was coming out, with a friend, while his wife was out of town... that was strange. I was later to learn from others he was out quite a bit in the San Jose bars, when wife out of town). They won't leave their wife, are either bi, or maybe straight and want an easy lay. Talk about complicated. Don't they feel guilty? I would be terribly guilt ridden.
FYI: I stay 1 million feet from these men. Not worth the time (as are the many on line, sadly to say).
I feel sorry that some are desperate to come out, or can't move on with their life, due to various circumstances. Living a double life is hard.
FYI: I stay 1 million feet from these men. Not worth the time (as are the many on line, sadly to say).
I feel sorry that some are desperate to come out, or can't move on with their life, due to various circumstances. Living a double life is hard.
speaking of lust
Sep. 17th, 2007 02:23 pmI just got back to the office from lunch (and a nap) to behold a paramedic truck out front and two police cars. Not sure what is happening, but one of the residents, young woman was escorted out with police. Then two of the hunkiest paramedics also walked out. I have posted this question before; is looks a criteria for joining the fire department? Most are so f@#!! gorgeous. One was blond, probably 6'2", blue eyes, big biceps and cute. The other shorter, thick build, blue eyes, dark hair, that dark Irish look. "Be still my heart!"
( light weight NWS )
( light weight NWS )
last weekend
Sep. 17th, 2007 02:56 pmI finally I got a "Fastrak". That is a device one puts on the interior of the windshield for bridge/highway tolls. When I go over the Golden Gate/Bay Bridge, I won't have to stop and pay a toll. You just drive through the "Fastrak Lane" and it is deducted automatically from your debit card account. Yay!
So I zipped over the bridges on my way up to Sacramento/Roseville to visit my mom, attend the Mr. Bolt Leather Contest, and meet friends and..... (slurp).
Mom is doing much better. I stopped a the grocery store, picked up my dinner, then off to the convalecent hosp. to eat dinner with her. She is looking great and doing much better. Stayed a few hrs, then went to her house, showered changed then off to the contest. Contest was great, and the men were good lookers! Proof that not all the good lookers live in SF (lol).
Next day, took my mom out to her home, where we had lunch. Said my prayer for patience before meeting up. And my patience was a bit better this time. She did say a few things that got me irritated, I barked a little, but did my best to behave, even though she still treats me like a 3 yr old, and has this control thing over me. Maybe it is a mom thing. Who knows.
She is still weak, and hope that in a week or two she will be ready to go home. After that, the dilemma of who will watch after her at home? She thinks that she will be going back to manage the 2000 sq ft home and yard and drive her car. We (my sister and I) don't think so. The doctors don't think so either. She will really need to go to the retirement community, her own apt, the 3 meals per day, transportation, etc.....
It is really hard seeing your parent grow old and slowly fail. Today I was driving to the bank, and noticed an old woman slowly walking down the street, cane and all. I just started weeping. Thinking about my mom. A friend of mine that just lost his mom a few yrs ago, told me to cherish these years, possibly last few yrs with her. They will be the most important.
These are the moments, that I wish someone were at home. Someone there to just cuddle with. To make me feel better.
So I zipped over the bridges on my way up to Sacramento/Roseville to visit my mom, attend the Mr. Bolt Leather Contest, and meet friends and..... (slurp).
Mom is doing much better. I stopped a the grocery store, picked up my dinner, then off to the convalecent hosp. to eat dinner with her. She is looking great and doing much better. Stayed a few hrs, then went to her house, showered changed then off to the contest. Contest was great, and the men were good lookers! Proof that not all the good lookers live in SF (lol).
Next day, took my mom out to her home, where we had lunch. Said my prayer for patience before meeting up. And my patience was a bit better this time. She did say a few things that got me irritated, I barked a little, but did my best to behave, even though she still treats me like a 3 yr old, and has this control thing over me. Maybe it is a mom thing. Who knows.
She is still weak, and hope that in a week or two she will be ready to go home. After that, the dilemma of who will watch after her at home? She thinks that she will be going back to manage the 2000 sq ft home and yard and drive her car. We (my sister and I) don't think so. The doctors don't think so either. She will really need to go to the retirement community, her own apt, the 3 meals per day, transportation, etc.....
It is really hard seeing your parent grow old and slowly fail. Today I was driving to the bank, and noticed an old woman slowly walking down the street, cane and all. I just started weeping. Thinking about my mom. A friend of mine that just lost his mom a few yrs ago, told me to cherish these years, possibly last few yrs with her. They will be the most important.
These are the moments, that I wish someone were at home. Someone there to just cuddle with. To make me feel better.
food!!!!!!!! Comfort food!!!!!!!!
Sep. 17th, 2007 10:17 pmOk. ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
grizzlyzone, has me hungry talking about food. So what is my comfort food? Well now that I am at the gym, I don't make this too often. In fact I have not had either of these in over a year(except spaghetti). But one has to reward themselves at least once a week. Or the least every two weeks.
One of my favorites, and an easy one, is chicken breasts, thighs, and legs baked in Campbell's Cream of Mushroom Soup. This is the easy college recipe thing. Just place the chicken in a covered baking dish. Bake for 30 minutes, then add a can of the soup. Do not dilute. You can also season chicken with pepper, salt, paprika. Then cook another 30 minutes (375ยบ) or so. Serve over rice if you want.
Of course spaghetti, with meat sauce. I just use Ragu, or similar as a base. Brown sirloin ground beef, onions, garlic, dash of sugar, pepper, Tobasco (optional). Add to the sauce and simmer.
My best though is Beef Stroganoff. Yum! Even package powder mix is great. Serve over egg noodles or rice (white of course). You can substitute the sour cream with IMO. But hell! Why ruin a good thing. Use sour cream. Yum!
As for sandwiches, a good tomato sandwich, with good lettuce, lots of mayo. Bacon not required. As for a hot sandwich, tuna melt with egg. Can of good albacore tuna, one hard boiled egg, mix, add mayo, then put on bread, with swiss cheese. Put butter or Smart Balance in pan, and heat until bread is toasted golden, and cheese is melted.
Damn! I'm going to raid the fridge tonight :o). Then a hard work out tomorrow and Wednesday:o(
grizzlyzone, has me hungry talking about food. So what is my comfort food? Well now that I am at the gym, I don't make this too often. In fact I have not had either of these in over a year(except spaghetti). But one has to reward themselves at least once a week. Or the least every two weeks. One of my favorites, and an easy one, is chicken breasts, thighs, and legs baked in Campbell's Cream of Mushroom Soup. This is the easy college recipe thing. Just place the chicken in a covered baking dish. Bake for 30 minutes, then add a can of the soup. Do not dilute. You can also season chicken with pepper, salt, paprika. Then cook another 30 minutes (375ยบ) or so. Serve over rice if you want.
Of course spaghetti, with meat sauce. I just use Ragu, or similar as a base. Brown sirloin ground beef, onions, garlic, dash of sugar, pepper, Tobasco (optional). Add to the sauce and simmer.
My best though is Beef Stroganoff. Yum! Even package powder mix is great. Serve over egg noodles or rice (white of course). You can substitute the sour cream with IMO. But hell! Why ruin a good thing. Use sour cream. Yum!
As for sandwiches, a good tomato sandwich, with good lettuce, lots of mayo. Bacon not required. As for a hot sandwich, tuna melt with egg. Can of good albacore tuna, one hard boiled egg, mix, add mayo, then put on bread, with swiss cheese. Put butter or Smart Balance in pan, and heat until bread is toasted golden, and cheese is melted.
Damn! I'm going to raid the fridge tonight :o). Then a hard work out tomorrow and Wednesday:o(
If this is true, well it was nice while it lasted. Thanks for the nice ride :o)
http://www.exodus2006.com/2012.htm
http://www.13moon.com/prophecy%20page.htm
http://www.orphanislands.org/page8.html
http://www.exodus2006.com/2012.htm
http://www.13moon.com/prophecy%20page.htm
http://www.orphanislands.org/page8.html