weird feeling

[cellboy]

this is not a boo hoo thing, but as you all know, my mom passed away last June. This Sunday is Mother's Day. I keep feeling I have to be somewhere this weekend (aside from my great nephews 1 yr B-day), then realize it's Mother's Day and I don't. When I did, I drove up to my mom's home, on a yearly basis, but many times I really wanted to stay home instead. Although once I did go up and visit, I was glad I did. I did my good deed. This time I am relieved I don't have to drive up for the day, but actually wish I would have to, even though I don't want to. This is a weird feeling. Not a sad thing, but just a weird feeling.
Well in any case, if you still have a parent, try to be there for them as much as you can. That opportunity may not be there someday.